guess this relationship will come to a bitter end sooner or later.. if not why is it tt i m overwhelmed by depression and she seemed so relieved? "not ready for a relationship" and all the things she said kept reverberating in my mind.. then wad abt the 4mths+ together? she's juz putting a false front and lying to mi all this while? frens told mi yesterdae.. if she truly loved mi she wouldnt haf done such a thing to hurt mi so badly.. so it's time to let go.. muz haf gu3 qi4.. life does go on.. the world doesnt stop spinning becos of this.. hope i can pick myself up soon.. sigh..
going to sch soon.. some shitty college dae thingie.. shld be ponning part of it and leaving earlier.. got a fren to help mi pass some stuff to her later.. gotta get rid of the once-happy now-sad memories..