hmm.. actuallie felt quite hyper in the dae.. resumed my usual self.. tokked a lot of cok and lamed around the whole dae.. luffed quite a bit.. but since sch dismissal till now.. haf an unexplanable feeling steamrolling through my mind again.. adamant on waiting till the dae she's ready for a relationship.. buthen cant help but be afraid abt her losing the feeling and will hurt mi again.. hmm.. veri pessimistic.. i knoe i shld not be.. but tts how i feel.. hmm tmr is supposed to be cca dae but i dun seem to haf a cca for mi to attend.. dunno wad i m gonna do.. sian..