juz got home.. whoa veri tiring.. reach home so late everi sch dae.. but no matter how tiring the dae is.. everithing i do will lead mi to thinking abt her.. since yesterdae.. when i was weighing myself on the weighing machine(duh) saw a lizard zooming past the wall.. reminded mi tt she hated lizards.. then even on the bus when i saw aunties.. will remind mi tt she had an uncanny affinity wif aunties.. esp. the sugarcane drink seller aunty at chinatown.. still rem tt aunty told us to go back and patronise her stall nix time.. but not sure if tt will happen though.. oso.. everitime i see bus 66 or 67 will cause mi to think of the times when i sent her home.. hmm.. and the 4th mth anniversary card.. written inside was "hand in hand.. till the end".. and so mani other stuff.. when the class sang "shi nian" in unison.. and in the lect theatres when pple are tokking abt couples etc.. returned her all the stuff she gave mi on last fridae.. wrote a letter to her wif things i wanted to return her.. cards presents etc tt she gave mi last time.. told her to gif those to someone she reallie liked.. thinking abt it i was quite harsh then.. or rather juz too sad.. over the past few daes talked to so mani pple.. perhaps this incident may be a test.. i m willing to wait.. i dunno how long.. but i m definitely willing to.. hopefully one dae she will gif mi back the stuff i returned to her..

still miss u.. still waiting..