one dae has passed.. i m feeling no better.. mabbe even worse.. juz knowing we are not together makes mi feel so sad.. todae it was reallie hard to answer my frens when they all asked "why u so sian?" "eh wad happened to u?" etc.. and for those who knew they were kind of trying too hard to avoid the topic.. and in the end i cant confide in anione.. could onli keep everithing inside of myself.. except on this blog i havent reallie told anione abt wad happened or how i felt.. "i'm sorry" "can we still be frens?" "sometimes love juz aint enuff "dun wait, pls find someone worthy of u" kept ringing in my head throughout the dae.. everitime tt happens my nose will turn soury and a potpourri of images will barrage through my mind.. it's so saddening.. so melancholic.. wonder if anione understands how i feel now.. juz cant get over her.. the harder i try.. the worse it becomes.. and aggravates is the contrasting after-effects of each of us after the breakup.. sigh...........