todae was quite a meaningful dae for mi.. although occasionally succumbing to bouts of despondency.. i managed to hold on.. miss her so much.. actuallie more than ever b4.. kept thinking of her no matter wad i m doing.. morning was supposed to be service to the college.. was late and onli did 10mins worth instead of the supposed 2hrs.. then went to fund's house.. he and i went out to get some tidbits and drinks for the other guys.. and we tokked quite a lot.. from him and some other pple whom i haf tokked to the past few daes.. i haf learnt a lot.. but hey.. depression looms over mi no matter wad happened since the dae b4 yesterdae..

felt veri touched.. although i haf lost a veri special someone(ehh not as in kong ka kiao) i dun wan to lose.. i knoe i still haf great frens around.. firstly.. thx sis for the postcards and snickers bar.. u've reallie been of great help.. then ma for the continual concern by msging mi asking how i m.. and oso vincent who shared his story and possible remedies wif mi.. alan who chatted wif mi whole nite long yesterdae.. those who dropped a msg for mi.. these reallie cheered mi up in some way or another.. thanks.. and i hafta honourarily mention some of the ncc guys who were real nice.. kaiyuan who accompanied mi throughout the whole dae and listened to mi even though he had quite a serious flu.. speedy recovery ya.. yanwei and kwokboon came from woodlands and bishan respectively and reallie brought much laughter among the roxy ncc gang.. kianwee oso came though he had to do cip from 11pm to 1am tonite.. pai seh man.. then kaiming treaded his way from the east side of singapore to this north-west part of singapore even when he was alreadi veri tired.. finally there's zhenjie who was the earliest to arrive juz now! a commendable effort and has reallie helped mi a lot on various things.. ya.. veri touched.. thx to all..

but after all these.. here i m.. alone at home again.. thinking and thinking and thinking.. sigh.. ouch.. still hurts..

.waiting.4.the.dae.u'll.accept.mi.again.