my fault.. did wrong.. not gd enuff..
if not nothing of tt sort would haf happened.. no reason to..
hurts.. still hurts.. suppress..
frustrated..
jealous..
messed up..
confused..
tests camp ccaless frens pw and all those shit..
stress..
suicide..
alwaes the most handy and convenient solution when i arrive in such a situation..
who cares except for my parents?
cant let my parents down..
havent repaid them wad i shld..
if it werent for my parents my pic would haf appeared in the obituaries a mth ago..
sigh..
trying so hard to become a nice person and be happy..
not working out well though..
sinned too much..
ought to be punished..
menace of society
scumbag of the earth..
go away devil inside of mi
go away unhappiness and pessimism inside of mi..
wad shld not be in mi are hard to get rid of..
wad i want to be wif mi is even harder to achieve..
bless mi..
pls..