it's been some time since i typed a proper post.. havent been in the mood.. not right now too.. but juz think i shld write sth.. x-country this morning.. no lessons yay.. but hafta reach macritchie at 6.45.. dismissed quite early at abt 10+.. then my claz decided to go haf lunch at taka seoul garden.. wore the skimpy sa pe kit and slippers and walked from far east to wisma then changed.. heh.. not big enuff an appetite for a buffet but juz went anw.. shldnt b a wet blanket.. and it was pretty fun.. bwahaha then played a few rounds of truth or dare.. there was a forfeit zien and jialiang hugged each other.. haha how can she eat his tofu lo.. tsk tsk.. then the snr and jnr claz took some fotos.. wasnt in the mood for pics so helped them take.. it's quite a pleasure taking photos i realized.. it's not v often tt i can get so mani pple smiling at mi.. or rather at the camera lens.. but doesnt matter.. hmm then in the end the rest of the class went to do sth i think.. and lonely mi took a bus home.. my sis and niece went back to australia le.. so sad.. they're still on the plane now.. tsk the departing scene.. the atmosphere is juz so depressing.. my sis hugged each one of us.. my mom started tearing.. then my sis then my dad.. i cant help but my eyes juz get over-saturated wif tears.. but they din flow out.. my sis was sobbing away quite badly.. think tts y she onli looked back once or twice after she went pass the departure gate.. miss her oreadi.. and my niece too.. wadz worse is tt we dunno when's the next time she'll b back.. another 3 years?? sigh.. the feeling of loss.. reminds mi of tt time in july or august last year.. bleah.. argh my stomach hurts.. too much not well-cooked food for lunch perhaps.. feeling so tired too.. din do ani hw.. tmr lessons till 5 wif a triple-period chem.. woah.. lagging behind by abt 4 or 5 topics for phy chem and math.. havent been doing ani tuts oso.. getting worried.. block tests comin soon.. and my bdae is during tt period.. haiz.. suan le.. think these 2 years r reali not the best times of my life.. -.- sian.. shld b goin to slp soon.. nite`..