hmmm ok i shall try to get back to blogging ways.. hmm.. well.. as usual.. ups and downs for de pasts few weeks or mths.. i cant rem de last time i reallie posted anw..

heh.. went vincente's house.. de first time i sang on de karaeoke.. and oh boy.. wad a first time.. from 6+ to 1+.. then de famous jalan kayu prata shop.. and some cycling.. xbox virtual tennis..

lets see wad i can rem.. grrr as though my memory blanked out for de past few mths liddat.. nv record down oso.. this blog's sub-purpose is unfulfilled le..

anw recently feel tt my eyesight's worsening.. my ears r getting blocked.. esp my right ear.. may become deaf.. blocked and running nose at de same time.. wad the hell?! getting tired easily.. cant get myself to work..

keep playing and slacking and watching tv and reading sports news and stoning and all.. walao i reallie can go and die le.. dui bu qi zi ji.. ew.

anw.. after wad happened last week.. i'm finding it hard to call u wad i used to call u.. hard to do wad i used to do for u.. etc.. feel so weird all of a sudden.. but fortunately.. everithing's resolved out of nothing.. come to think of it.. it's out of nothing when this began too.. haven been treating u well lately.. sorry.. i will do my best..

and woah.. where is my self-confidence/determination/will-power?! i haf nv been v hardworking.. but i haf nv been so slack either.. up till now.. but at this time? the big As.. hello? *knock knock* wad a time to slack..

^@%^#%&~ sian. needa get good grades for bt2 and prelims and esp A lvls.. all As leh.. comon.. i used to be able to do it rite? rekindle de spirit.. but though de spirit is willing.. but de flesh is weak.. aiya tok cok.. needa piah oreadi.. ahaha even my so-tot ultima slack classmates r mugging.. esp de slack ones.. y havent i started revision?!

hai. ahhhhh and realized i can make a measly 4 or 5 pull ups now? which is fail hello? and huff and puff during de last pe warmup.. a slow jog around de track.. may b slightly exaggerating but it's true.. i feel myself deteriorating in all aspects.. even bondings within frens.. doom..

aiya y m i alwaes so pessimistic? or issit juz de cold hard reality tts crashing down on mi.. watched de dae after tmr todae.. good show overall. it's a 7.5 or 8 out of 10 movie for mi..

got mi thinking a bit after wad a fren told mi.. simply but yet sets de mind pondering.. but i'm a shallow(opp of deep) person ba.. v lazy oso..

"pp who haf troubles.. y? becos they do not understand themselves well enuff.."

hmmm anw haf been playing quite a bit of online monopoly recently.. heh.. it's pretty good fun esp if u play wif frens.. but dun get addicted to it though.. can go try if u need a short break to relax or sth.. heh.. :)