now.. i dun wan u to dun contact him anymore.. i juz wan u to b happie.. if ur happiness lies wif him.. go for it.. i'll support u.. reallie.. no matter how much i detest him.. anw i will still hafta see him for de rest of the year.. i dun wan him to think tt i'm ruining his connection wif u.. but i knoe it's not right to show it.. cuz if i can judge him like tt.. others can too to mi.. respect him for who he is.. but i'll juz probably do wad martin does to fund.. keep away.. yup.. i'm not sure if it's pain inside now.. argh..