boo.. last week was pretty much wasted.. although i was off to quite a satisfactory start.. but wasnt able to sustain.. and now having trouble self-discipling and reminding myself.. grr.. gotta stop playing com.. and concentrate on studying.. ayeee feel tt i've been pretty much neglecting my dear blog.. so many things nv share wif u.. whether good or bad.. guess i'm juz too lazy.. =.= ok i shall try to start blogging regularly again.. it'll b a good habit.. esp when i need an outlet.. or else i'll choke and suffocate.. my left ankle.. sigh.. has been 2 weeks plus oreadi.. still havent heal yet.. recover soon my leggie.. wanna anyhow run hop jump brake squat and everything my restless self has been resisting these weeks.. argh.. hafta report to sembawang naval base on thur at 7.30am.. -.- when i got tt letter i reallie sian diao.. >.< but wad to do.. lots of things.. i'll alwaes think.. y does it happen to mi? juz like a sprained ankle.. and many other depressing stuff.. but hey.. there are times when u're up too.. like striking lottery.. having great frens.. these are juz some of the blessings given to u.. muz appreciate.. i believe.. everithing happens for a reason.. a reminder.. a reward.. a warning.. etc etc.. haf been having some dreams lately.. can onli rem the bits and pieces.. and those tt i can recall are all associated wif reallie sad stuff.. =\ those times.. thinking of it reallie gets mi down.. and some places i go.. some old stuff i dig out and read.. all in all.. bring back memories.. so happy at tt moment of time but yet so depressing when u think of it.. wad an irony.. as much as i found de reason not to b unhappy abt such things animore.. i cant reallie control.. perhaps tts the price of giving too much.. but but but.. i shud reallie stop thinking of tt.. looking at some v old entries of mine.. i reallie waned in my agony and despondency cuz i kept thinking abt it.. now i've got u.. i cant thank u and god enuff! thanks~ and all those who cared.. gotta get my focus right as i've said.. the big 'A's are comin and prelims are even nearer.. there're no more battles left.. the war has finally come.. to all my roxy ncc frens a few close sec sch frens j1 first 3 mths classmates and ultima classmates.. jiayou and hope everione can perform and achieve wad they want.. brb dinner time.. ok back.. where was i.. hmm ok tok abt todae ba.. woke up feeling v lethargic and eyes hurting a bit.. bleah.. cuz yest nite there was sg tournament till 1am+.. tonite again.. hmm.. tonite shud b the last time liao.. heh sk gal has been going to sch everi morning wif mi on my dad's car.. cool.. dun stop k.. haha.. at least tt makes sure tt i'll at the veri least get a glimpse of u per dae.. eee so mushy.. then good martin ponned sch again todae.. lessons were pretty boring as usual.. slping bug keep attacking mi.. then highlight of de dae shud b after sch ba.. dismissed at abt 1.45 then took 97 wif martin and benson and kaijie.. ben go top up ez link card at harbourfront then kaijie went to his grandpa house.. then mi and martin embarked on our arduous journey.. like go to the west sky to retrieve gold (xi1 tian1 qu3 jing1) liddat.. tower records.. carrefour.. 2 other disc shops in suntec.. hmv in citylink then nearly wanna go ps but went orchard cuz more choices.. far east 2 disc shops.. orchard mrt cd rama and sembawang music.. heeren hmv.. specialists' centre cd shop.. ALL cant find.. wah.. ended up at jurong east cd rama.. O.o was quite disappointed throughtout de dae cuz was eagerly anticipating of getting it.. but nvm in de end i got it.. but martin ar.. nvm lahz.. it's de tot tt counts.. u shud tell her abt it.. dun b so frustrated.. yup.. tmr there's blood donation drive in sch again.. yeah.. later going to try wrap up the thingy.. bwahaha.. -yawn- quite a lengthy post.. shall stop here.. cYa~*! =)