yoyo dear blog.. r u ready to hear mi su4 ku3 yet again? heh.. the past few weeks were'nt exactly great for mi.. tot de completion of exams will b the beginning of happier daes.. but perhaps things arent alwaes tt ideal.. i would haf tot tt someone who feels tt "argh.. y r exams over and we dunnid to study le?" are out of their mind.. as slotted perfectly into his shoes.. there may seem to b a certain degree of consent.. during school life.. if there were to b problems.. mostly.. as in mostly.. not all.. will b concerned wif schoolwork.. exams etc.. and these shud b nothing as compared to problems tt will not b solved so easily.. affairs of the heart.. frens.. family.. and so on.. haha but whenever i see my adorable little niece wif her smile and tickling behaviour.. i forget my troubles.. so to sae when i hoteh around wif close frens.. spend time wif someone special.. watch soccer wif my dad and bro.. the essentials of my life.. i miss the soccer ball in my living room.. it's been donated to the salvation army.. moving from the house i've lived my whole life since on feb 2005.. i'll miss u.. heh.. lotsa visits and stayovers at frens' places lately.. lotsa online com games too.. probably neglecting other stuff.. ought to b more responsible and manage my time better.. hohoho christmas is comin~ kinda looking forward to it.. it's tt special feeling all around.. wad pp call the "christmas spirit".. even non-christians join in the gracious act of giving.. and better so if one does not expect anithing in return.. afterall.. giving is the greatest form of receiving rite? ^_- hmm anw im having the feeling.. again.. tt im reallie losing touch wif many many many frens.. can sae im almoz in no contact wadsoever wif my pri sch frens.. minimal outings wif a few sec sch frens.. and now.. i feel as though i hadnt ever been in my first 3 mths' class 03s68.. some pp i'll nv forget.. haha but when i went to the bbq tt dae.. i was like a stranger to all except a couple of guys.. heh.. guess im juz too insignificant then.. alwaes hate myself for being so timid.. and can u belive it.. an 18-year-old.. serving the nation soon.. still so afraid of things.. argh.. bad bad bad.. now i hope i can salvage as many frenships as possible.. or else i'll juz regret in the future again.. cuz i dowan these pp to b juz passers-by in my life.. i wan them to leave footprints in my heart.. some haf oreadi.. and im reallie grateful to haf them.. juz feel tt it's a pity when u recall last year.. a couple of years back.. or even more.. when frens u used to b so so so close and haf fun tog wif.. now become hi-bye frens.. or even worse.. hmm.. m i asking too much? a fren was commenting tt it's so much better to haf many frens rather than juz a gf.. but i think im oreadi more than contented. and i cant thank God enuff for giving such a gift.. as much as i wanna enjoy the best of both worlds.. i probably cant.. can onli b envious of those who can.. ahaha.. but shudnt b so greedy.. muz b happy wif wad i haf and wadz given to mi.. anw.. my biological clock is severely disrupted since the end of exams.. my slping time is around 3-6pm or even none at all.. i needa get gifts soon.. was pretty excited as i was planning to write cards to mani mani pp since a few weeks ago.. but seems like it's too late to send.. so im compensating wif gifts.. it's a season of giving~! and im probably gonna surprise some pp who'd definitely not expect ani gifts from mi.. haha.. tts if i manage to get them.. well.. it's 3+ in the morning le.. better get to slp or else im gonna yawn the whole dae like todae.. take care bloggy.. dun miss mi too much~! niteZ and i'll b back real soon.. =)