Friday, February 10, 2006
23:41
woah.. wanted to blog both yest and todae morning but the necessary resources werent available to mi there and then.. suddenly when i logged in i dun really feel like typing animore..
ahhh.. yest was a dreaded dae of my registry clerk life.. i felt soooooo cheap.. i'd even hafta pay u if u bought mi.. -_-" sheesh wadever. well there was this cpt kelvin cheung who totally disgraces his counterparts... he has shown that the higher the rank, the lower the intellect. or the higher the stupidity, pick one. i sway sway was on admin duty.. so i Lan Lan Suck Thumb muz help him when he told mi to make coffee for 20+ pp cos of a meeting.. "eh help us make coffee. 20+ pp hor. faster. meeting going to start." last min then come ask for sth.. at least dun b so rude lar. ok tts fine.. no issue. (was tempted to pui nua inside the coffee flask, but heng didnt cos in the end he din drink).. brought kopi to into the conference room wif big-ranked pp staring at mi as i went in..
malu-ated but at least tts the end of it.. or at least i tot so. no longer than a blink of the eye. the antic, bizarre, comic, comical, contemptible, daffy, derisory, droll, fantastic, farcical, fool-headed, foolish, funny, gelastic, goofy, grotesque, harebrained, hilarious, impossible, incredible, jerky, laughable, ludicrous, nonsensical, nutty, outrageous, preposterous, risible, sappy, silly, slaphappy, stupid, unbelievable, wacky (thx to thesaurus) -looking dodo came right back. and made a request i find so absurd i had to counter-ask the question to make sure. he wanted mi to pour a cup of coffee for each and everi one in the meeting.. and for those who doesnt wan coffee.. get them wad they wanted.. my reluctant complaint on the surface was in stark contrast to the pandemonium brewing within mi.. NSF NSF NSF.. L L S T ! wtf! b4 he turned to go off.. his tantalising "OK??" was so inviting.. a big fat knuckle sandwich. GrrRRrr. my colleagues found it rather ridiculous tt i juz went through all those without standing up for myself. SIGH. this is juz mi. :( this morning when i went to canteen to buy my banana+grape milkshake (avocado out of stock again!).. i saw tt FF again. for a split-second i imagined myself wif a 6-studded soccer boot and giving him a ANYcareer-ending step-down on his face.
ok enuff of the bad stuff.. well had a cny dinner for my squadron last nite too.. had all the good and sinful food.. speaking of which.. i've been consuming so much good and sinful food since a few mths back.. and not exercising at all! (except for the occasional street soccer sessions at good ol' chinese high) the other dae my aunt tio bei pio oso treat us to Jumbo Seafood at east coast.. aRgH.. i cant even see my feet when im looking down while standing up! wow im hot! knn nbcbccb. ahHhHHHhhhhHHhHhhHh~~~ well.. kinda remember this faithful old blog had been a great outlet for mi.. it nv complains tt i whine too much or AWOL when i need it. wahaha.. dad's bdae! good food again! Yay! Sigh!
i feel so rusty.. worn out.. detached wif the outside world.. will i like my new sch? can i adapt to the new environment? can i survive in the competitive dog-eat-dog life? can i make good frens unlike the superficial frens i haf in camp now (sadly, i hafta admit) ? can i stop myself from becoming dumber each passing day?
seems like age is realli catching up! was playing a game when someone asked..
"eh neo.. how old r u arh?"
"eh 19.. 20 in abt a mth.."
"wAh! so oLd arH!"
O_O'"
but till now i still enjoy soccer so much.. thinking back i'd b so gek sim dui sim gua tt i din get to join ani soccer associations since pri sch T_T
nvm at least now there are leisure sessions for mi to indulge in.. as well as live feeds frm the tv everi week.. endless joy shared wif frens..
shall blog again soon.. im enjoying this! =)
wriggle off this blemished present chassis, embrace my rejuvenated new self and to ferret out the good of my old self
