wallowing in self-pity again..
oh well, tts wad i do best isnt it?
im such a useless person..
no courage to do so many things in life..
cant even muster the courage to tell the one i love the most, tt i do..
tears juz flow out uncontrollably...
a weakling no less..
too used to being pampered and expecting people to tok to mi instead of vice versa..
is it really too late?
at least mom's feeling better now..
whereas im having a high fever, legs are so wobbly..
wad a weakling..