wayang ah wayang ah wayang wayang~
this short catchy tune encapsulates the essence of class participation in all smu lessons.
sheesh tell mi how i m gonna survive. it's onli 4.0 units worth of modules in this first term. individual assignment of a 2500-word essay based on a case study is due next mon (15% of final grade), and a project due next tues (grp 10%).
and any free time apart of lessons we're expected to:
get ready for the next lesson, reading up all tt is going to be covered in the next seminar, being prepared to answer questions, complete assignments b4 the next lesson, project sessions to meet the tight deadline of presentation and/or submission, so on and so forth. cant even afford spare time to learn driving.
and i havent even joined a cca! missed freshmen orientation, missed biz camp, missed bash.. tt abt sums up my social life in smu.
all these juz have to load on my back as well as in my mind, when i have to rescue something most important in my life.
it's so hard when in such a situation there will be no one who will stand in ur shoes and feel.
i dun expect tt, in fact, i cant expect anithing now.
all i can do is not to let myself down now since i've realized wad i knoe i should and could do, and decided to embark on it.
wad others say affect me, but there's only myself who truly understands wadz going on, and im not gonna let myself down.
it takes so so so little to discourage mi, but so so so much to get me going again.
ultimately, it's up to me, my faith, and hope.
putting a strong front if i had to.
i still believe.
i can onli get stronger.