ask sth, premonition comes wif it.
u got the answer u dowan, ur heart sinks into a bottomless pit.
excuses to shun, open to him.
hint is a big fat obvious.

u knoe it's juz so hard.
sometimes however positively u're thinking..
there are juz no two ways abt sth..
optimism and reality.
i can stay positive abt a dream im set out to achieve.
but sometimes it juz doesnt go ur way.
tell mi.
wad happens when u feel that someone u love doesnt love u anymore, and worse still, love someone else now?
im caught in such a dilemma..
u want the person u love to be happy, but wad if tt someone she's happy wif is not u?
i think and think and think..
but i dun knoe wad to think now..
how i shud feel now..
everione is rite..
it's my own fault..
it's juz gradual torture...
breaking the heart down bit by bit..
tears start to flow..
u hope for the best but fear the worst..
can everione pls stop looking at the PAST?!
it's not like when u do sth regrettable and u shud be condemned for life u knoe..
can someone, anyone juz BELIEVE in mi?

it's really so tiring..
it's so depressing..
so many things are juz telling mi to give up..

nevertheless, im still doing all i can..
until im told in the face, wad im afraid to hear.
it's not ez juz to even force a smile now..
so hard to breathe.
it's so hard..
it's juz so hard..