pay it forward is such a meaningful show.
i think the gist of it is the effort, not the result.
an 11-yr-old boy can come up wif such an idea in an attempt to change the world, starting from the ones he held closest to.
an utopian world achievable as believed by the kid, tt this shitty world possesses some good after all.
amazing.
was really sad to see how it ended, but then again there's no such thing as equality in the world.
bad things happen to good people, good things happen to bad people.
who can explain why?
as much as i want to believe tt karma exists, sometimes it's juz a consoling reminder to myself to stay true to my values, and eradicating the "he ought to get it back in his face one day" mindset.
it's so hard to get over it, merely the image in my mind spoils my day, not to mention the sight.
somewhere within is still looking for a cause of such inexplicable behavior, although the conscious mind doesnt already care.
tts why avoidance is dangerous sometimes, it leads to so much paranoia and doubt in people.
others will go head on to the problem and probably bash the guy up, but there's no way i could do tt.
it's been quite a while already.
sometimes "ren3" is not the best action.