fucking so pissed.. was quite chirpy in the beginning.. my mood took an instantaneous U-turn.. she looked veri sian.. tried to lift her spirits by laming around and doing some stuff to cheer her up.. but the efforts all gone down the drain.. i ended up sian sian oso.. all the anxiety for nothing.. damn irritated when an extra lesson was held at the eleventh hour and i chionged all the wae from the classroom to the bus stop.. wanting to get to coronation asap to meet her.. then her nonchalant expressions and uneager words seeping out from her reluctant mouth reallie got mi down.. we stood at the bottom level of coro.. waiting for the torrential rain to simmer down a little.. after abt 20mins of standing there in complete negligence of each other.. she saw her fren wif an umbrella and got to share it to cross over to the bus stop opposite.. i was like so -_-"'.. aiya wadever la.. i headed for the bus stop soon after..

is it my fault again? seems like wadever happens it'll be my fault.. nvm.. i'll get over all this crap after tonite i hope..