unpopular, low self-esteem, low self-confidence, rejected, unwanted, inability to communicate well.. juz a brief introduction to my list of characteristics..

i'll probably enjoy life much better..
if :
i am good looking
i am rich
i am witty
i am humourous
i am eloquent
i am not boring
i am not this lousy
i am not such a loser

i'll probably not lose her if the ifs came true..
but then again..
i was born like tt or grown up in such an environment..
can onli blame myself..