why? why? why..

y m i so afraid of being kept in the dark..
yet so fearful of knowing the truth..

y m i so useless..
alwaes ending up in a mess..

y do tears juz flow..
i juz don't know..

fuck louis liao...
ka ni na bei chao chi bai..
i pity ur parents for having such a son..
i hope u get OOC-ed frm NDU..
im fucking beat u wadever it takes..
i hope u burn in hell..

T_T
wadever fuck shit..
juz fuck off..
ahh fuck..
wanted to book out since the first dae i was in..
on second tot now..
i'd probably b better off inside..

i look at the photos..
dunno y they hurt so much..

now i understand wad ding li's gf feels..
no wonder she got so worked up..
but we haf different personalities..

all i can do is to suck it up..
and think yet again tt a good nite's slp will b the perfect remedy..

drowning myself in sad songs again..
at least this can keep mi distracted for a while..