wOw, my last post was actually more than 3 months ago!

so much for trying to upkeep my blog and tots and happenings.

but well.. trusty ol' bloggy will nv leave mi although there's some conversion from old blogger to new blogger.. pls keep faith wif mi and stand by mi whenever needed ;)

haf actually tried to change my blog template.. but was halfway thru it and got distracted easily by other stuffz.. since i haf the time now.. i might as well post a bit.. regardless of (null) people visiting my blog.. hrm in the first place im not sure if personal blogs are meant for visitors.. perhaps blogs haf turned into personal websites instead of diaries.. oh well.. it's personal space so anione can do wadever they want.. a growing trend of blogs being used for commercial purposes..

anw im at my workplace typing this.. singapore pools private limited.. 1 selegie road #01-01 paradiz centre singapore 188306.. manning the poolzconnect hotline, ie phone betting enquiries.. as well as mani other ad-hoc admin stuff.. lotsa paperwork, filing, despatch etc to do.. but it realli gets routinal and mundane most of the time.. quite an independent job.. so it can get pretty lonely at times.. other colleagues in my department reside within another office, while i'm stationed somewhat similar to a reception position..

finding it tough to clique wif new people as i get older.. i haf no idea y.. issit my personality? introvert, soft-spoken, quiet and shy.. not the least bit ideal to make new frens or expand my social circle.. =/ im not sure wadz went wrong too.. seem to be losing touch wif closer frens.. and unable to establish new connections.. darn. do u sometimes haf the feeling as though u're left all alone in the world?

the standard of my linguistic abilities are deteriorating beyond control.. so much for effective bilingualism.. i stammer, stumble over words at times.. and cant even express myself properly sometimes.. = wadx happening to mi? im juz glad that my sis and her kids will be extending their stay for a period of time.. something that can put a smile on my face..

and so.. my current life time-table is as such : mon to fri, wakey wakey @ 6am or so.. then wash up and go to work.. off work at 5pm, tardiness settling all over mi as i take a bus home.. if it's a tad more interesting, they may be night activities like hanging out wif frens, catching a movie etc.. if not it'll juz b dinner wif family and computer games for the rest of the nite.. BORING.. weekends.. wad else but soccer and mahjong? haha.. gotta do sth abt my life.. needa learn how to drive soon at least.. seems like there's no direction or goals i m looking forward to at the moment..

i think i possess some kinda repulsive aura.. pervasive around my vicinity.. it cant be that im over-sensitive.. i reallie reckon that the laws of attraction is not applicable to mi..

tot of the dae - (:smile:) genuine or fake? wadz wrong wif wearing your emotions?