sometimes it's really unhealthy to drift too far..
things may not be tt way, but yet juz mere thinking it may make it true..
why do i think so much?
why do i fear so much?
building walls instead of bridges, not like i can really help it even if i wanted to.
it's this simple manifestation tt leads to more serious problems..
low self-esteem, low confidence etc..
it's juz tt kind of feeling, u're tired of putting a smile for everione to let them knoe u're alrite.. and the irony is tt u dun even knoe wadz wrong..
aww. wad happened to the old mi? remembered being more cheery and happier back then..

hmm on another note, guys and gals who are bored or/and in need of luffing therapy can go catch blades of glory. not bad a comedy, taking into account i haf totally no interest in ice-skating.. and the accompanion made it more enjoyable as well.. altho i'd wish there's more communication, more close-ness, less awkwardness, less -u-know-a-bicker-or-some-silly-unhappiness-is-abt-to-begin kind of situations.. afterall it's been 3yrs and 2mths. shuo duan bu duan shuo chang bu chang.. think it's so used to status quo tt and changes to it may seem weird, albeit surprising and pleasant.. i think it boils down to mi again.. laziness shud be made a crime. i havent even booked a basic theory driving test. damn.