prayin'. for my sis, my good fren, and myself.
i knoe we dun alwaes get wad we want in life,
i knoe tt we need to keep our heads high even in times of adversity.
but sometimes, we'll really wonder why this or that happens,
and we'll never ever discover the whole truth.
i haf no right at all to judge people, why does this person do this to a person dear to me. however digusted i am wif his actions, i may be biased in thinking and will never knoe his perspective. but still, it's so disappointing. and why would this person wanna act opportunistically and why would this person turn her back. wadz going on on their minds? do u knoe wadz going on in mine? etc etc etc etc etc.
i'll never knoe, everione has their reasons.
no one can fully understand ani one at a given time wif given circumstances.
biz law test this sat, next fri's 12 oct.
i guess tt checkpoint i haf set is fast approaching.
when mid-terms are over by this sat i will definitely feel more refreshed and rejuvenated.
when next fri comes, it probably symbolizes totally leaving my old self behind, and embark on a whole new journey again.
past 2 mths of reflecting, self-reprimanding, utter depression, helplessness, disappointment, frustration, evaporation of hope, belief and faith will hopefully come to a stop.
memories can be let go, but some cant be forgotten.
and i will attempt to forget, as i do cherish those moments, as i will do for future moments.
a new, changed me juz like that? difficult. and NATO. i guess time will tell, and there's realli no point rushing it.
frens walk in when the rest of the world walks out.
=)